Paul's Planet

yes i come...

Dear blog...few days didn't come..now come to say something again...

arghh...now feel like wanna sick soon...

a bit headache + a bit fever + a bit cough + a bit back pain!!!

really hate this feeling!! but...it always like to come to me!! wanna to get away from it!!!

Chiewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....gogogo!!!! get away from me! you stupid sickness!!!

(p.s...start think this and that again...i don't want to be like this! just get out from that side...but now go in again! wanna to get out from that situation!! hope i can do that!)

终于用回华文了。话说，心情真的是超级恶劣！而且用华文能够痛痛快快地骂他们！！
bek song到一个极点！！！如果杀人无罪的话，或许那3个人已近被我千刀万剐了！

没看过这么不要脸的人！
也没看过自己幼稚到不行反而在那里骂人幼稚的人！！
真的事让我大开眼界啊！

自己从乡下出来，没见过大世面的，就不要在那里抱怨别人的地方如何如何！
也不反省反省一下？！简直替你感到羞愧啊！而且，嘴巴不是拿来乱乱说东西的，不要等下给人打还在那里问发生什么事情！你知不知道你很常一直在问废话吗？连你所谓的好兄弟好朋友都不想理你，你还指望曾经被你中伤过的我会去哩你吗？撒泡尿照照自己的那个欠揍样吧！！如果自己没学问就不要胡乱卖弄,省得太阳老兄笑你没内涵,不懂得说话的艺术！！

还有你！不要以为自己很有义气，什么朋友有事情，帮助他们骂！你是什么东西？！不要以为学过跆拳道了不起！还不是像老鼠的一根竹竿罢了！！不要忘了现在是在别人的“地盘”！！！！嘴巴给我放干净一点！小心出去怎么死都不知道啊！不要等下你那遥远的父母要白发人送黑发人啊！

你也是！实习就要由学习生的样子！不要以为自己很厉害！结果却一直问一大堆有的没的东西！你是没有读书蛤？书上教的你都学去哪里了？！不是很厉害吗？不时很拽吗？拽到像个二五八万一样！结果却问一大堆基本问题！是怎样？在考我吗？！吃大便啦你！

ok...这些没什么~就当瞎的没看到那些，也算君子不跟你们计较这些事。有东西学时，顺道叫你们一起来听，有东西做就叫你们来！但是，怎样叫，怎样请，你们就是不来！算了，累了！懒惰管了，不叫了！有新东西就不再叫你们了，可是你们却是怎样在那些员工面前说的啊？！说我自私！哇哩勒！！！啊现在是怎样？叫都叫了！请都请了！自己那是什么表情？！一副心不甘情不愿的样子，而且都没动静！懒惰管了，却换来这样的一句！是找打吗？是皮痒了哈？真的是无言了！

我累了！真的累了！为他们着想却被说成这样！不管了！以后都不管了！管它是什么东西！惹到我！！！我跟你拼了！！！！！你们这3个

       进化不完全的生命体，基因突变的外星人， 
　　幼稚园程度的高中生，先天蒙古症的青蛙头， 
　　圣母峰雪人的弃婴，化粪池堵塞的凶手， 
　　非洲人搞上黑猪的后裔，阴阳失调的黑猩猩， 
　　被诺亚方舟压过的河马，新火山喷发口， 
　　超大无耻传声扩音喇叭，爱斯基摩人的耻辱， 
　　和蟑螂共存活的超个体，生命力腐烂的半植物， 
　　会发出臭味的垃圾人，“唾弃“名词的源头， 
　　每天退化三次的恐龙，人类历史上最强的废材， 
　　上帝失手摔下来的旧洗衣机，能思考的无脑袋生物， 
　　损毁亚洲同胞名声的祸害，祖先为之蒙羞的子孙， 
　　沉积千年的腐植质，科学家也不敢研究的原始物种， 
　　10倍石油浓度的沉积原料，被毁容的麦当劳叔叔， 
　    像你们这种可恶的家伙 : 
　　只能演电视剧里的一陀粪， 
　　比不上路边被狗洒过尿的口香糖， 
　　连如花都帅你们10倍以上， 
　　找女朋友得去动物园甚至要离开地球， 
　　想要自杀只会有人劝你们不要留下尸体以免污染环境， 
　　你们摸过的键盘上连阿米吧原虫都活不下去， 
　　喷出来的口水比SARS还致命， 
　　装可爱的话可以瞬间解决人口膨胀的问题， 
　　耍酷装帅的话人类就只得用无性生殖， 
　　白痴可以当你们的老师，智障都可以教你们说人话， 
　　只要你们抬头臭氧层就会破洞 
　　要移民火星是为了要离开你们， 
　　如果你们的丑陋可以发电的话全世界的核电厂都可以停摆， 
　　去打仗的话子弹飞弹会忍不住向你们飞去， 
　　手榴弹看到你们会自爆， 
　　别人要开飞机去撞双子星才行而你们只要跳伞就有同样的威力， 
　　你们去过的名胜全部变古迹，你们去过的古迹会变成历史， 
　　18辈子都没干好事才会认识你们，连丢进太阳都嫌不够环保 
　　反正横竖一句话：别让我再看见你们，要是见着了你们， 
　　我一定要把你们像灭蟑螂一样给灭了！ 

hey...i'm coming~

once again...come to say something!

this time...wanna to say that...

i need to keep fit and DIET already!!!! @_@

OMG...nowadays really not dare to do lots of things:
1. not dare to take photo (scare will see a big ball)
2. not dare to see the weight (long time didn't measure my weight already)
3. not dare to wear the shirt that buy at KL (scare will see the dumpling in the mirror!!)

all of this...because of my FAT!!!! hor...really regret why will eat so many??!!

even though didn't eat so much still will fat! this is the bad things to stay at home! cause...there are unlimited food for me! if want to eat something...just go to the dining room...and search for it! sure will got dozen of food at there!!! hahahaha XD
that's why...keep on say wanna keep fit but still getting fat and fat!! and finally....i'm as fat as the time before i'm get slim!

now...watch back the photo that i take before come back to my home town --- sibu...during my training at kuching...wow...it's really a big difference from now! i think the body size is 2 or 3 times if compare with that! and my face....so round!! wow....wow...WOW!!!!!!!

start from today~~ OFFICIALLY to tell myself that i need to DIET!! i need to be STRICT about that!!

Say NO to the things like:
1. soft drinks
2. junk food
3. eat too much

say YES to the things like:
1. exercise
2. balance diet
3. move a lot
4. drinks lots of water

and the most important things is...
I MUST SERIOUS TO THIS AND WILL NOT STOP IT UNTIL I CAN SLIM DOWN TO THE WEIGHT I COME BACK THAT TIME!!


God....Bless me and give me strength on doing this!! AMEN~~~ huhu~~~~

really hardworking to drop thing here these few days..

actually what is going on to me myself until so often come to here?
maybe missing my blog so much yea~

well...these few days really a bit headache!! don't know why will this happen to me?

headache....Headache...HEADACHE...

look like it gonna to kill me soon~

arghhhhhhhhhhhh...frustrated because of this!! somebody...just help me! feel like wanna to knock my head on the wall!!!!

quick often to come here nowadays...

maybe too much stress and too much things to drop here...

these few days..there's many things happen outside there...

earthquake...
tsunami...
and bla bla bla...

the natural disaster that make everybody scare about it!
is it the world gonna be end? no one knows about that~~
just know that...the earth is mad because of the greedy of human beings~

Humans....why don't just behave? and start to love our lovely earth!!
why don't start to rescue it before everything is too late? *although it is actually a little bit late now but still got chance to change this situation!*

well...before it's too late...wanna to say that...i'm really happy to being in this world...maybe sometimes got the stupid mind-thinking that wanna to get lost from it~
and i'm happy to have my family...my friend...happy to know all of them~

thanks for everyone that had given me a nice memory...although some is really short...
just wanna to say thanks...

and wanna to say sorry to those that i had make them angry...and make them sad~

just wanna to say that...

really love them all!! just say first...who know...tomorrow the world gonna end right?

do everything before it's too late...don't be regret!

come again...to drop something here

really tired with the lifestyle like this...
you never come to me..
but just walk away from me...
the distance between us...
look like going to be further and further...

feel hopeless about this...
just like the person that don't know how to swim and drop into the sea...
looking for the rescue...
searching for the things to survive...

BUT...
just NOTHING!
there's nothing for me!!
just alone...
at the middle of the sea

cold...
helpless...
speechless...

and

just HOPELESS!!!

what should i say about this?
don't know...
and no answer for it!

i'm just a failure...MAYBE~

wanna to get away from missing you!

i'm tired and i don't want it anymore!

cause...i think i'm gonna to be crazy because of this!
try to find something to let myself busy...

FACEBOOK had been deactivated...just wanna to lost connection from anyone...
So...just let me disappear from that world for a few days...

i know...there'll nothing special happen even i'm disappear...

cause...i'm just a normal and inconspicuous person...

hahaha....feel sad about myself...what a failure guy~

~~WHATEVER~~

Dear blog...

come again to drop down something!

sorry to say that...THIS IS THE POST THAT FOR ME TO GIVE OUT ALL MY ANGRY...not blaming on YOU, my dear blog...but there's some stupid people that like to push all the things to others...

hate that people so so so much! what a stupid bitch!

as a conclusion~~~

I HATE HER SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!!

Dear blog,
come again to say something after disappear for around one week plus...

currently just doing nothing...
feel :

• so messy...
• lost my way...
• a little bit lonely...
• a little bit missing...

try to chill myself out..but i can't do so!!

i think i had lost my heart at somewhere...trying to search for it BUT i can't find it~
totally no idea on what should i do!
really hope that someone is around with me...
can chill me up...
can talk with me...
can laugh with me...

i really hope so!

someone there...
can you be with me?
can you talk with me?
can you laugh with me?
can you just by my side?

.....

another untitled post with no point...
i'm blur...
i'm confuse...
i'm lonely...

and that's me at this moment!


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