Paul's Planet

well, since a week ago of my promise to update my blog, but just too busy on this "COMPLICATED" holiday until no time to update anythings in here!

First of all, just wanna to say that, oh gosh! my holiday is FINALLY end! End with sadness? happiness?? whatever it makes me feel, it's just ended!

thanks to my LORD cause He leads me pass through all of it! i don't know, maybe i'm just too confuse in all of this, i almost make myself to go into the past and become like what they called "EMO" again. It's too terrible for me to playing emo in this age! **hmm...i'm going to be 22 y.o, as my friends say time to married and get son or daughter maybe! Just kind of joke!** it's too old for me to keep on playing EMO...fortunately, my Lord heard my pray, He leads me, guides me and get me out from those! thanks again to my dearly GOD!

now, let's just talk about the HOLIDAY...

from the 1st day of the holiday until the end of the holiday, i was just lock myself up in my small world, 24 hours laptop ON!! watching movie, chit-chatting (oh yeah, finally get myself to appear in the chat box), listening to the lovely music/songs, do some kind of Homework (Maybe) and i think that's what i did for all the day in my tiny room.

i know it's just kind of boring life, but i think i'm quite enjoy in that. maybe i'm growing bigger a.k.a older, and start to have my own time, just me myself, in the room, enjoy the quiet moment. start to think of many things, and like to make many kind of conclusion, then wipe all of it out of my mind, then think about it again. wow, just look like an idiot! isn't it? but i'm just damn love it to do so! i don't know why..a little bit crazy maybe! ahax!

i think that's all of what i wanna share! Just boring...enjoy the life!